Happy new years :D

little late.. but it's okay :D

It's been a while..

but so many thoughts have come to mind... not only has school gotten into my nerves, but also life in general.. haha it may sound so emo.. and kind of stupid just to complian everytime, and wine about it.. but sometimes.... just can't stand firm anymore... there's so many things that don't it to happen.. but yet they do anyways... it tangles up, and breaks apart just when you think that you have gotten it.. it feels like... you deserve and want to have it, but you can't because of something getting into your way, or just because of the fact that you aren't trying hard enough... sometimes, i want someone... just really someone, just to watch my back.. because lately... i've been needing a guardian by me myself... instead of watching over...

Whoaa... i haven't been here for a while... well heres this survery thing... ready??

They call me
Sex
First breath of air
Occupation
Best friends
Rewind
Most memorable moment
Worst
First word uttered
First best friend ever
Love
Love
First love
Love or lust
Best love song
Is it possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time?
When love hurts, you
True or false: All you need is love
Is there such thing as love at first sight?
Opposite Sex
Turn Ons
Do your parents' opinions on your bf/gf matter to you?
Hairstyle
Are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?
Perference
Cat or dog
Short or long hair
Shine or rain
Moon or sun
Hugs or kisses
1 best friend or 10 aquaintances
Summer or winter
Written letters or e-mails
Playstation or Nintendo
Car or motorcycle
House party or club
Sing or dance
Freak or slow dance
Lately
How are you today?
What pants are you wearing right now?
What shirt are you wearing right now?
What song are you listening to right now?
How is the weather right now?
Last person you talked to on the phone
Last dream you can remember
Who are you talking to right now?
What time is it?
More About YOU
What are the last 4 digits of your phone number?
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
Have you ever almost died?
What's the next CD you're going to buy?
What's the best advice ever given to you?
How many kids do you want to have?
Favorite shampoo
What are you most scared of?
How many TV's do you have in your house?
Do you have your own TV?
What do you dream about?
Who do you tell your dreams to?
Who's the quietest friend you have?
Is cheerleading a sport?
How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?	Whoa whoa.... I love this lay out... :D 10-23-06

Have you ever had the thoughts that are on your minds, and you want to say it.. but you just can't? It's not because your scared of anything... but you just don't want to think about it.. and yet it still comes back and bites you right in the butt... Gah... I don't know what i'm jibberishing about.. haha it's been tough lately.. going through more troubles than before... and many things come up to my mind that i still dont understand and many views i have to look at it in... You know, most of the times, when you try to work things out, and things turn out good or bad, in the end either way you turn you just fall into a ditch. No matter how much you try to understand it yourself, there's always a part missing from it, and when you tell your friends or parents, or your siblings, they just laugh at you later... There's no way of turning.... but. you know... why give up now? why not just go all the way? what have you got to lose you know?

Meh, good luck in school.. -.-;;;; and i need some luck myself